Friday, September 4, 2009

DESPAIRINGLY IN DISBELIEF...

It was his decision to come close
His decision to go away...
His decision to make me his world
And his decision to push me to its periphery...

Only decision I ever made was...
That while it isn't going to be possible for me to let go of this relation
I'm not going to be a part of any new relation ever again...

Coz it's the same with everyone here...
The more you invest into them,
The more they're going to use it against you some day...
And even if they don't today...
They sure as hell will tomorrow.

Now I'm going to act like I 'forgive & forget'
Even though it's never going to be possible to forget what you said
I'll wait for you... till eternity...
Coz I invested in the relationship
I'm not sure whether you ever did
Whether you truly loved me
Or whether it was all one big lie...
But still, I'll wait for you... till eternity...

Coz to be loved by someone who you love
Is something only few are fortunate enough to have...
And I have long reconciled myself to the fact
That in this life,
That fortune is something that I'm never going to have.

11 comments:

Galaxy6139 said...

Love is weird! ^^

priya said...

@ Galaxy6139

Totally...

@ Arsh

From where did u get the inspiration? ;-)

...Arshdeep said...

@ Galaxy6139

It sure is... Too bad none of us can truly escape it :D

@ priya

Abstract hai... Har cheez mein matlab na dhundha kar :p

Netika Lumb said...

Totally totally AWESOME!!!!!
I take a print out of anything that touches me so much. (Assuming this is your own work) Would you mind if I forward this further down?(now I can't obviously ask you if I can have a print out or not:P)

...Arshdeep said...

@ Netika

Thank you sooooo much !!!! And sorry for the late reply, i was very busy lately and didn't find time to check my mail for days :(

And yes... it is my own work :) :) and you can totally forward it further down... take all the print-outs you want :D

It's nice to see you keep checking out my blog once in a while.. Take care :)

Charu Smita said...

BEAUTIFULLY expressed...!! :)

...Arshdeep said...

@ charu

thanks :) :)

Pankaj said...

nice poem :). talk about selfless love. when one is not in it one says - "id never act like THAT!!", but youre in the thick of it you act exactly like that!

...Arshdeep said...

@ pankaj

You summed it up perfectly :) :)

Anonymous said...

Do you have copy writer for so good articles? If so please give me contacts, because this really rocks! :)

...Arshdeep said...

@ anonymous

Naah... no copywriter ;)
And i'm extremely glad u liked it :)

It would've been so much more special if u had shared ur name, though... :)

Take Care...