THE STEPPING STONE

It had been a mistake, I'd always been certain of that... Fate would've favoured me more had I chosen 'The Road Less Travelled', as they put it... But I was sure that like the rest of the mistakes that I've made till today, this one was also not too huge, I wouldn't have to pay too dearly for it and that I'd be able to gloss over it... A little late, maybe, but I'd be able to do it for sure...

But today, a piece of news in the morning (and this was not about my internship :p) made me realise how this mistake was not a mistake... When God had planned it, he had meant it to be a stepping stone, a way for me to realising what I'd always truly wanted... something that I'd not known when I'd made the decision and my 'mistake', but something that I definitely now know to be true... through repeated introspective questioning, answering, loads of real-time situations and their results which I now treat as hard-core, tangible evidence.

It's a stepping stone... And now, it's going to be used as one.

My biggest weakness is that I forgive people too easily... Way too easily...

One Day??

Cameron Diaz in "What Happens in Vegas" before she quits her job:
"I'd rather do nothing and be happy than do something and not be happy..."

I sincerely hope that one day I reach a stage in life where I can make such a statement and get away with it... :)

I bet on you... You're going to be my winning bet... FOR SURE.

HIS Blessed One

Knowledge of 'psychology' is the single most biggest and most important knowledge in the world... Sometimes I wish I'd gone by my instinct and taken that up as one of my subjects while I still had the chance... Maybe I would've learnt a lot of things sooner and in a lesser painful way than I have now by hit-and-trial... Maybe that would've even taught me to look at things in a more impersonal way, to not be much affected by them, rather to take care of them in a more scientific manner... But maybe, that would've taken all the sensitivity out of me... coz maybe then, I would've looked at people merely as subjects -- to be studied -- and not as humans - to be understood and appreciated.

Whatever happens, happens for the best... I have always been a firm believer of this... More than anything else, the fact that nothing can happen to me without HIS knowledge keeps me going... HE will take care of me and all those who I care about... I know this... coz I'm His Blessed One...

Living on the surface is killing me now... I've got to dive in, cut through the waves and depths of the ocean... coz maybe the pain that I experience there will be lesser than the one that I'm experiencing right now...

Just 3 colours??

I read somewhere that the Taj Mahal appears pink in the morning, milky white in the evening and golden when the moon shines. Changes, they say, depict the different emotions of a woman.